Tuesday, August 30, 2005
i've got a thousand and one whys i need you to answer...although it was expected alr, and i told myself not to take it too hard, it still does create ripples of some form.
why is it so easy for others, but seems like a chore when it comes to me? it's as easy as going down to simply bread and order a loaf of french loaf with jam to make it feel all right.
i feel trapped in this queue, lining up for my turn to take a roller coaster ride...but my turn nv seems to be coming...when i finally thot i've reached e end of e queue, e door opens to reveal another winding queue inside. i've tried jumping queue, but my methods seem less effective in comparison to e past. yet, there are so many ppl who've jumped e queue in front of me, gone in, come out, and are standing right in front of me again. they seem to have endless turns, while i'm resolved to stand there n wait. wait for e correct time; the time when you're in e correct mood to allow me in. i've given up queueing so many times, but still, after certain periods of time, i'll convince myself tt i can handle e repercussions of my actions and rejoin e queue once more. sigh sigh sigh...i find myself wondering and questioning how it all began, why did it evn start?
i realise tt i'm more famaliar with e name than e person nowadays...perhaps this is a sign of how far things are progressing now. when it dawns upon you tt e person's face can pose of tt of a stranger, a passerby, someone of little significance whom you will nv take a 2nd look at on e streets...it's when e wondering and pondering process sets in.
i begin to doubt...ur words against ur actions...they nv seem to tally...i see a replica, a statue tt's alive standing where i used to stand. how can u progress so fast? w/o my permission? e shock's vibrating my bones. maybe if i were more observant, listened more, stayed ard more, it would haf been slightly diff now. why are u always e one deciding everything? when, where? i regret putting down my dignity, regret not being more ego and stubborn at tt time instead of relenting.
i've said my piece, enuf grumbling for now. if u eva do get e idea i'm tryin to put across, maybe den u'll do sth abt it. it started out tdy as a spiteful joke, juz to warm up e engine...but by e end of e day, it got outta hand. it's so easy to return back to my old dreadful self. when will i learn to say bye and not turn ard to steal an extra glance?
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tdy was e last day of sch...almost half e student population was absent...except for my class...full attendance...really wasted e time going to sch...aft assembly, me, den n ck went to 6th ave for breakfast!! haha...it was good!! i had my white loaf with jam, super delicious!! haha...i'd haf eaten another one if not becos ck wanted to go to coffee bean next door for his breakfast...haha...at coffee bean, me n den shared 1 double choc chip muffin, which was, even better!! haha...and ck had his scrambled eggs w salmon( i forgot wad e set was called) plus 3 pieces of toast!! woah...ate until we were bloated, at least i was....haha, could feel my skirt on e brink of bursting open...ponned maths lect so tt we could eat in peace...haha...not like e rest of e lessons we went back for were really, meaningful...it felt like an utter waste of time in sch tdy...learnt absolutely nothing at all!!
wad's worse, while everyone else's gp lesson was cancelled, our went on as usual!! haha, we waited in gp class for abt 10 mins b4 concluding tt gp was cancelled too, though we din receive any news abt any cancellation...so we were back in our CT class, when pamela msged us to say tt sharon phua was here!! oh man!! unbelievable!! we grabbed our bags and made a mad dash for gp class!! haha...tdy's e 1st time gp lesson doesn't haf FULL attendance!! lol...me n ck were seated right in front of sp tdy...so she kept commenting on all our actions!! haha...her words are so sharp and snide...no wonder ppl describe her as nasty...i shud record down all e phrases and quotes she used during lessons so tt i can look back and laugh at it in future, when i escape from her clutches...lol...
last lesson of e day was pe...had this urge to pon it, but felt like going to play some games too...haha...we ended up playing handball w e class in e end...sabrina got knocked by e ball on her forehead which immediately swelled up! *ouch* and den landed too hard on her knee!! luckily it wasn't her bad knee, or we'd haf to call e ambulance alr!! phy tuition concluded e day...it's gonna be phy intensive for e rest of e wk to come, and maybe e sept hols at well, at least until e prelims are over...
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Monday, August 29, 2005
whew, GP prelims is over...feels like a huge load off my shoulder right now...but it's also a wake up call tt i really betta start getting serious abt my revision soon!! oh drats...anyway, sth to look forward to...tmr's e last day of sch!! hooray to tt!!
it's not easy to be at peace with myself...i'm not 1 of those who'll go out and appreciate e flora and fauna, singing along with e birds' chirping outside or appreciating the beautiful colours of e rainbow in e garden around me. but i do try to be less demanding now. it's not a resignation to fate, but rather, acceptin it. it's a lesson of life to learn to let go, and i'm still tryin to make tt grade. of cos there're still a few things remaining tt i hanker after, physical and spiritual, it's not easy to reverse sth so deeply driven inside me since young. i'm throwing out a lot of 'wants' i used to have in e past, but i can't seem to find a replacement for them. what is it, deep down tt i truly want? am i capable of choosing personal satisfaction over a fat-salary job? it's prob some internal struggle i'm going thru now...
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
it's been a long time since i went out with my dad for lunch, so since we were both free this aft, he brought me to pasta fresca for lunch...i was always under this illusion tt pasta fresca doesn't charge over e roof prices...but turns out, i'm wrong! 1 pasta dish and 1 appetizer cost us $35!! tt's so ex! e choice of pasta sauce cost $10 over bucks, and they charged $5 for pasta!! oh man!! i guess i haven't been there often enuf to understand their charging system!! it's crazy!! i thot it was like pasta mania, pasta and sauce come under e same price...i feel so cheated!! haha...unless i feel super rich, i prob won't be going back soon...
my mum bought cheese fondue mixture from swiss butchery yest and we had it for dinner last night...it was delicious!! haha, super fattening too...but e cheese wasn't too smelly...only thing was tt e cheese hardened v quickly, so we had to keep running back to e stove to heat and melt it...sinful treat, but satisfying...haha...
gp's on monday...i dunno how to study for it!! studying for gp belongs to 2 extremes: 1-dun need to study at all, cos it's all supposed to be inside by now; 2-so much to study i dunno where to start!! i belong to e latter....
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
it's been quite a while since i came online...haha...and it's becos of e same old usual reasons...busy, busy, busy...sigh...
had a lot of '1st' this wk....1st body checkup, 1st blood donation...haha...and tdy's e 1st time i stalled e car only ONCE!! tt's an achievement!!
nkf organised a free health screening section at e hall area for students, so why not go down and make sure my body's working fine...esp since it won't cost me a cent? haha...so den, ck and i ponned e principal's talk and trotted down for our health checkup instead...lol...it's so disgusting to collect my urine sample!! besides having my period, this is 1 of those times i wished i was a guy instead!! it's so hard to aim...tt's y toilet bowls were invented with such a huge mouth right?! but my body's working fine...juz wanna cut off some fats...haha...it's getting on e high side...lol...maybe i'll go for intensive exercise aft As...now's not e time to worry abt lipids accumulation in my body!!
tt was yst...tdy was betta...haha, blood donation...i nv had e same urge i had this yr to go down and donate...though it's damn freaky when u hear stories from other ppl abt how HUGE e needle is and e amt of pain...it's enuf to freak u out...but i still went down anyway...and it turned out...it's not as scary as others described...pure exaggeration...yes, e needle's bigger than normal...but e only pain you feel is from a much smaller needle which contains anasthetics...so my hand was numb when e nurse injected e needle inside my arm...haha...i'm so thankful she's such an experienced nurse...knows e procedure so well...haha...can't imagine getting an amateur nurse who ends up poking my arm 10 times to find e correct vein!! i'll juz faint b4 my blood gets drawn out!! haha...and i had to get this indian medical staff to sit down with me and distract me so tt i won't think too much abt e injection...haha...it took only a few mins for them to collect e bag of blood...prob only abt 300ml...and she took 4 more test-tubes of blood, supposedly for testing...haha, i really lost a lot of blood tdy...but e feeling you get aft e donation is priceless...it's feel gd to overcome ur own fear, knowing at e same time tt someone else will benefit from it...2 birds, 1 stone...haha...
had driving lessons again aft sch...haha...this time, i only stalled ONCE thruout e whole lesson!! how great is tt?! lol...and tt was becos we were going up this damn steep slope at my condo and i panicked a little, cos i din dare step too hard on e accelerator...so somehow, e engine stalled...haha...excusable...i haf to cut it down to ZERO e next time...it's not impossible...and tdy's e 1st time i exceeded 60 km/h on e road...usually, i can't go above 50km/h, cos e car is L plate, so if i were to start speeding, i'll get demerit pts!! haha...and i can finally make a bend without my instructor guiding me!! haha...tt'll be e last lesson for this wk...haiz, so sad...maybe i'll borrow my aunt's car to drive ard over e wkend...lol...
last 2 days of sch...haha...finally sch's ending!!!!!!
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
was having tuition yst when serene yeo called...haha, had no choice but to hang up e call aft a few sentences...in e end, i din call back until 12 midnight...haha...and she was still awake...surprisingly:) haha...i was juz thinking to myself tt it's been a while since i spoke to her over e phone...and her timely call arrived...lol:) now she's motivated to study evn harder, so tt she can qualify to be a tutor next yr...so in case i go over, she'll make sure she tutors me...haha...so rubbish:)
prelims are nearing...and i seriously haven't got e mood to start my revision yet! evn my tutorials i'm alr v reluctant to complete, wad more revise...bio will take a super long time to look thru...plus considering how useless nj's notes are, revision will prob haf to include extra reading...oh man!! why can't nj spoonfeed us more? evn though tt's e wrong way to study, e main aim is to score for e As...via orthodox or unorthodox means!! independent study is no gd, esp in SG!! haha...
i've alr gotten my last wk of sch planned out...31st aug-teacher's day celebration...i'll juz tell ducro tt i'm sick, and give him an mc i've not used yet...then 1st sept: teacher's day-no sch! 2nd sept: passion day stuff...haha, i'll be at e DENTIST!!! lol!! and i'll juz make sure my dental DRAGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSSS until i won't be able to make it back on time!! lol:) i'm such a GENIUS!! tt means i only haf to be in sch for 2 days during e last wk!! haha...tt's great!! why can't my mind be as creative when it comes to studies? lol...
guess everyone's having their fair share of fun these days...
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Friday, August 19, 2005
there're juz some things in life u can't get enuf of...and 1 of them is: S.L.E.E.P!! haha...afternoon naps have become part of my daily schedule...i can't survive without a few hrs nap everyday!! i feel like a piggy now...eat slp eat slp eat slp...lol, my life seems to revolve ard these 2 things only:)
fri's finally arrived...been looking forward to e wkend since e wk started...perhaps its e only time i get to chill out and escape from e pressure of sch...though i'll prob be stuck with e tons of tutorials, at least i can wake up according to my own biological clock and juz sit in some cafe and slowly rot away as i get my work done...guess i'll be off to holland v for e whole of tmr again...
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
finally i can take a breather from all e tests...it's been a crazy wk so far...revision ws to be done, consecutive tests...i'm so glad it's finally over now...my darling sis, has decided to quit guzheng now, and go back to wushu. i guess she's juz taking it all for granted, cos she din put in any effort in getting into e cca...and now, when she felt like it, she'll juz quit guzheng. gd luck to her, tt's e final straw. i'm not going to be bothered by her stuff any longer. tuition, cca, etc, she can handle them herself now.
had my first driving lesson tdy!! woah!! damn exciting!! e car stalled almost 6,7 times, on e main road even!! lol...my instructor was unfamaliar with e roads, and so was i, so we ended up driving from e small roads, to e main roads, to evn larger roads, and finally, we almost hit e expressway!! haha...from toh yi there, we ended up in clementi!! and i still couldn't control e clutch n accelerator properly yet...haha, plus e footbrake is super sensitive compared to e acc!! haha...i always end up jerking to a halt at traffic light junctions...lol...then when moving off from e traffic light, i'll tend to over-release e clutch, and insufficiently step on e acc...so e car would stall!! in e middle of e road!! haha...then i'll panic a little, and restart e engine, and make e same mistake again!! lol...i stalled at least 3 times at e same traffic light junction...luckily for e L plate on e car...e rest of e cars haf to give way to me, or risk getting into an accident with me...lol...tt's my trump card manz...but it was getting dark...so we only made 1 loop, and drove back to toh yi there...haha...i'm looking forward to e next lesson now!!
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Monday, August 15, 2005
tdy was den's b-day!! haha...we finally handed her e presents during contact period...she was so frightened of opening e box...cos it really looked so suspicious!!haha...it was hilarious watching her open her presents...b4 she had e guts to fully open e 1st box, we gave her another bigger box!! haha...i'd be frightened too if i were her:) lol...then, we made e class sing her e b-day song, TWICE!! haha...once during contact, and another time during chem prac!! haha...e theme for her b-day was: qian bian!! and e presents were really qian bian!! haha, they were so ugly...it was like throwing money away...lol...and we even made her carry e doraemon boxes ard sch...haha, i wonder wad's left of her: image is primary quote now...but tt was e fun part of e day!!
and now, for e distasteful section...we were in e toilet when sharon phua came in too, aft she realised tt we were hiding from her...such a nasty lady, really lives up to her reputation!! so she finally caught me aft so long...for my pin, badge, multiple earholes, coloured socks, untucked shirt...oh man...i wonder if she'll rmb me tmr?! betta play safe and be a gd girl tmr!! i'll be dressed with all e random accessories tt come w e sch uni...it shud be e 2nd time i'll be such a gd girl...e other time was when i had to see virginia...lol:) why is it so easy for others to stick to e rule, but so hard for me to do so? haha:) it's juz in e character i guess....
i bought a expensive lesson tdy...i'm really so implusive!! and i do things in a moment of haste, i dun think b4 i act!! shit!! and now, i'm stuck in this shit!! can't turn back now...juz gotta live with it...i betta wake up and start acting more mature...guess i gotta go back to my money-saving scheme now, and rely on daddy's coinbox!! but he's not replenishing supply!! drats:)
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
had a family dinner yst night at my uncle's house...a gathering to celebrate my cousins' bithdays...so aft dinner, i decided to go down to e tennis courts to play a bit...and everyone else followed!! all e children at least...let's juz call him ryan...we were at his parents' house. so while all e other kids were running around e tennis courts, he was one of e few 'playing' with me...he's only 6 yrs old, but his mum kept chasing him down to e courts with us, so tt he could display all e skills he learnt from his weekly tennis lessons!! wadever...he came down with us and starting playing ard, but he's strokes still need improvement...so it got pretty boring...and i was juz running ard e courts, hitting all e random balls ard...1 thing abt ryan is tt he doesn't know how to relate to other ppl...he's like e outcast from all e other children...during e time we were downstairs, he kept pestering me abt who owned e tennis balls...ah pls..i couldn't really be bothered with his question...is it really tt impt? so i juz told him tt he'll found out later wen we return back upstairs...guess wad he re? he said tt i won't tell him later!! aw freak, a genius who can predict e future right? who is he to tell me wad i'll be doing next...so i shot back at him...and he shut up for a bit...then, some balls flew out of e court...into e dark grass patches ard e court...so i remarked: dun care la...then he came up to me and said: is it becos e balls dun belong to you tt's y u dun care?! wa!! pissed me off!! i was practically shouting at him!! how RUDE can he get? evn if e balls belonged to me, i'd haf said e same thing!! who is he to question me?! he deserves a slap!! then he started staring at me, so i STARED back at him!! seriously, this is e 1st time i've ever gotten so angry at him...a little boy!! but for someone his age, his manners needs to be refined!! where's his basic respect, excuse me?! i felt so petty at being pissed off by a small boy his age, but i couldn't help it!! for e rest of e time, i was juz shouting in his direction...who is he to speak to me in tt tone, and doubt me like tt?! excuse me!! i'm so much older than him!! i shud haf juz whacked him!!
then when we went back upstairs, while i was still cooling down from juz now, his mother kept coming up to me, asking how "WELL" her son played juz now!! pls, his skills suck!! so stop asking...and he's such an ill-mannered boy!! teach him some manners first!! i felt like juz driving off from his house!! who cares if e celebration was held for him? he dun give me face, why shud i bother stayin on? geez! i can feel my blood pressure increasin by e millions now!! argh!
he's e ultimate worst breed!!
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Friday, August 12, 2005
wow, dis wk surely passed v fast!! only 2 days of sch, and it's e wkend alr!! how great is tt?! haha:) tdy's e first day in a v long time since i was able to go to sch at 9!! haha...if only sch started at 9 everyday...lol:)
i finally went down to creative tdy!! it's taken so long...these few wks without my zen was terrible...turned back to e more traditional means of music appreciation tools, e discman and e hp radio...but it's alright...zen's back!! and i got a NEW one too!! haha, they had it replaced for free!! how great is tt??!! i'll make sure i haf it changed again b4 e warranty period is up!! lol...it feels like gettting an entirely new toy to play with now...brand new!!! if they din keep records of e purchase date, i'd haf thot of ways to cheat them of a longer warranty period!! sab got hers changed as well...and e remote controller is new too!! tt's so amazing!! haha...luckily my ear phones aren't spoiled...it was e zen's prob!! so now, everything's in perfect working order!! yay!!
my sis wans to go for phy tuition as well...and my mum's been pesterin me abt it...and my sis still hasn't given me a definite ans as to which tuition she wans to go for...if she doesn't inform me by tonight, i'll juz wash my hands off it all, n let her die...i've been kind enuf to search ard for tuition for her, and been e guinea pig to test it all out for her, so tt i can sieve out e best...all she has to do, is tell me which 1 she's e most interested in..yet she can't evn do a simple task like tt...so why shud i bother helping her when she doesn't bother helping herself? if tis is e thks i get for my effort, den forget it:)
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
tdy felt so much more like a mon than a thurs...haha, but i'd much rather it be a thurs, cos it's e shortest day on my timetable!! anw, it was phy tuition aft sch...it's kinda a last min decision in my desperate bid to save my phy grades...e tuition centre was at a hdb flat...1st time i've ever seen something like tt...and although her fees are a little on e high side, she's quite a gd tutor...hopefully, she's gd enuf to help me secure an A!!
juz came back from town not too long ago...feeling super exhausted now...tink i betta go n slp...
grace: hey girl!! study hard k!!! last leg left b4 u can take a mini-break from studies, so dun give up now!! jia you!!
was it directed at me? if not, then why?
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
aft so long, i finally, finally, finally passed my final theory test!! oh man...i was so thankful when i saw e word 'pass' on e com screen!! whew!!!! i can finally drive a car now!! woohoo!! juz wonder when i'll pass e prac test...tt's e biggest hurdle of all!! but nonetheless, i'm so HAPPY i passsed it!! yes yes yes!!! haha...imagine driving back to sch during yr end to take As..tt'll be so exciting!! haha...but i doubt i'll pass tt soon...i'll prob haf to take it at least 10 times b4 i act get my license...lol:)
went down to make my ic tdy...had to fake up e date i lost it...haha...and it's so ex to replace an ic!! $100 bucks gone down e drain!! heartache ah...wasn't willing to take a passport pic until i had my hair cut, tt's why i took so long to get it replaced...lol...and i wore my glasses while taking e pic as well!! so funky!! haha...no one would be able to recognise me from my passport photo...
my tamagot has evolved into this housefly look-alike thing....i tink it looked more adorable yest...and it's got to start dating soon, or else, it'll die if it doesn't find a partner within 14 days!! tt's so crazy!! it's like a machine...only task is to date and reproduce...haha:) finally found e switch to mute it...taking it ard w me these past few days is a huge risk...like a bomb ticking away in my bag...haha, i'll get so embbarrassed by it if it starts playin music at e most unappropriate times...but i can't bear to leave it at home to die...so i juz keep putting it to slp...haha, and hope tt it won't wake up without me telling it to! now, i can safely bring it to sch without having to worry abt it ringing halfway during lessons...lol:)
back to sch tmr...oh drats...
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Monday, August 08, 2005
national day celebrations tdy in sch, however, the atmosphere was jus lacking. there were insufficient children to go ard, so e class was relieved of e task of having to look aft them and take them ard sch for e diff games. in e end, we landed up in lt2 playing class bonding games with ducro by our side. the guys were less enthu abt participating, and aft much deliberation, we decided on the game of 'concentration'. but it got pretty silly calling out all e nos, so we switched to a variation of e game, 'the animal game'! haha, one of my fav games of all time!! used to play it so often back in sec 1 during e china trip...haha...serena had to do a forfeit-to propose to yazeed!! haha...it was so funny, cos they made her go down on one knee to pop e question to him...haha...
was initially planning to head down to east coast for some cycling when e day ended, but e unpredictable showers thwarted e plan. ended up bowling with den at victor's. there was an endless supply of buses there cos of e national day celebrations held there...but they closed a lot of roads, so we had to walk to victor's aft alighting from e bus. i only managed to last 3 games...no feel tdy...but den played well...aft tt, i made her go to town with me with her bowling bag in tow. haha...felt so bad for causing so much inconvenience to her...at taka, there was this mega toy sale and we couldn't help but wander inside it. haha...there was this puzzle with a pic of london bridge which was pretty nice, but i let it go cos i was too lazy to queue. by e time i decided to go back for it, it was too late alr...haha...it's ok, i tink e other owner will make better use of it than me:) we ended up buying a pair of tamagochi's...haha...it could supposedly communicate with each other and mate to have children!! haha...so cool!! but i felt so embarassed fiddling with it on e bus!! haha...like a kid who nv grows up...paiseh...haha...but judging from my past experience with tamas, i thk den's pet will end up mating with a younger tama each time!! haha...i wonder how e kid will look like...
e new batch of taiwanese are here alr...so fast...seeing them, i can't help but wonder abt e same period last yr, when it was my turn instead of theirs...nostalgy, reminiscience. often, u questioned abt e double standard. i've nv given u an ans. not becos i dun haf it, rather, it's becos it can't be said. it shud haf ended tt v day, but u gave me hope. otherwise, i wouldn't haf held on till now. it was accomodation, spelling a bad start. there's nv a 2nd chance. it'll nv be e same as b4. while u moved on, i'm still tryin to convince myself of how swift it all happened. when i can thk back 1 day n not feel any regret abt e events tt occured, tt's when i've really moved on. maybe, it'll be my turn to leave soon...
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
oh man, it's e 7th month of e lunar calendar alr!! getting to slp every night is a challenge...and i'm so scared to walk back alone at night now, juz in case...haha...made my dad bring me for massage this morn...the woman who massaged me was a muscle-woman!! my back is so pain now...but i'm so tempted to go for spa next...body scrub n full body massage...wa, so shiok!! but i'll feel like a beggar aftward...haha...
went down to play tennis with my dad juz now...we both sucked!! haha...kept hitting e frame, and we lost almost near 10 balls altogether!! muz get him to bring me down to queensway soon to restock on our tennis balls...haha...
so exhausted from doing tutorials alr...and all i did tdy was gp!! argh, e first ever time i act haf gp hw, and 1 day is insufficient to complete 2 exercises sp gave us!! luckily there's only 2 schdays nxt wk!! whew...can buy some time till e wk aft tt!!
maybe i juz dunno how to put it into words. juz when i thot my boat has finally reached e shore, i find myself floating in e middle of e ocean once more.
thx for ur concern.
1 more thing, woman, i love u too!
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
lab technicians haf too big egos, they think too highly of their jobs. as if being put in charge of e lab and apparatus inside e lab gives them e same right to boss over e students' actions. took e lift tdy to phy lab lesson. when e lift door opened, e lab tech was standing there and she witnessed us walk right out of e lift. she started ranting away at us...pointed us out in front of e rest of e class to faizal: there, this 1,2,3!! use e lift...yada yada yada...
i really couldn't be bothered w her...she was trying to prove tt she's got some power over us...so heck, who cares abt her. but she had to get faizal involved. such a bitch. so we told him tt den slipped n hurt her leg...he bought it, not totally, but who's he to refute our claim? so he 'informed' us e correct way to seek permission to use e lift and stuff...thks to tt irritating woman who's throwing her 'weight' around...i hope she'll figure out someday who's boss!! w/o us, there wouldn't be a need for her...urgh!!
got my mum to pick me up from sch tdy...my sis happened to be in e car too!! kinda forgot tt she ponned sch tdy to recharge herself...so slack...got her to fetch me to swiss butchery to stock up on ham...haha...bought $30 worth of meat!! tt's more than a kg of ham!! haha...wonder how long i'll take to eat it all up...i'll end up a meat-loaf by then!!
my mum fetched me to e other condo tdy so tt i could do my work in a cool env. haha...it was pretty fun, n scary at e same time to be all alone in a hse. e tenant will only be coming in mid-aug, so i still haf e apartment to myself till then! it's become a gd hideout, somewhere to hibernate n isolate from e outside world. haha...
still clueless abt myself
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
the air-con in e living room is still down!! argh...i'm sweating now evn though i'm wearin a singlet...my hse feels like a sauna right now...hot hot hot!!! haha...
forgot to set my alarm clock last night...thankfully, my body alarm woke me up!! whew, but it was still 10 mins later than e usual waking up time!! had to rush myself out of my house...no time to properly brush my teeth or style my hair!! haha, my hair was in a terrible mess during e initial part of e day...n i brought along no wax w me...but luckily, it looked betta as e day went on...whew!! haha
heard tt e hammy i took from my cousins gave birth!! haha...why are hammies all so fertile?! i thot they 3 of them were male, turns out i was wrong!! haha...they gave birth to 5 at a go!! but sadly, the babies all died!! guess it's juz luck...maybe e babies were too frail?? 2nd time lucky maybe?!
played some squash with wai ting in sch tdy...so surprised she asked me to join her for a game...cos she's normally not so friendly to me...guess she was really desperate for someone to play w her...so i was e best option left!! haha...but it's ok...wasn't planing to do anything during e free period either...it was pretty fun playin with her though....haha, we both ran a lot!! up, down, left, right...guess squash can still b a v fun game at times...
juz wonder if i'm not e only 1 feeling this way...it's gd to haf someone to share w. haiz, for so so long alr...at e canteen, my eyes played a trick on me...felt a shiver down my spine...i juz stood there, rooted...
the slack one went to rest at 7:19 AM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
it felt much easier tdy than b4. i also can't explain why, but i'm relieved it's going away. hopefully, it won't be back anytime soon!
lost our badminton match tdy...terrible match...we gave only 10%, e remaining 90% refused to appear! our ops were gd, but not tt gd...it's as though we GAVE e match away to them!! argh...if they were gd, then i admit defeat; however, they din win by skill...they were juz lucky!! oh crap...nvm, it's over. but thanx to my doubles partner for being so nice n givin in to my constant naggings n join it w me despite being so reluctant at first!! haha...although we din win, we'll make a BIGGER comeback next time ya!!
there's so many things i want to do now, but i dunno if e time is ripe. shud i wait longer? shud i not?
the slack one went to rest at 4:37 AM
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Monday, August 01, 2005
e air con in e living room's spoilt!! it feels stuffier now than in classroom...oh man, i'll quickly finish this up and run back to my nice, cool bedroom!! haha...tdy was e longest day of lessons since sch started!! lessons ended at a shocking 5.20pm tdy!! i can't believe it...sch ends b4 4 everyday...it has nv gone past e 4 o clock mark b4!! haha...e teachers are mad once more...extra extra remedial lessons aft sch...
during chem double period, jessie gave us a break halfway cos everyone's eyelids were at least half closed...aft we got back from e toilet, we realised tt jessie had gone back to e staff room to get some notes..so we thot we'd press e lift so tt it'll come up to e 4th storey...such tt when she needs to use e lift later, she'll haf to wait longer for it to travel from e 4th storey back to e 1st storey!! haha...but juz as we were abt to step out to press e lift button, jessie came walking back in....sigh...haha...
went to play badminton w den aft sch...haha...cheated e cc of e court rental fee...paid $5 instead of e designated $8 rental fee...haha...felt more energetic as we played on...gearing up for tmr's match i guess...haha...
irrational is when ur heart rules ur head. i'm trying, i'm trying, but i'm so so reluctant. sorry.
the slack one went to rest at 6:58 AM
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