Monday, August 29, 2005
whew, GP prelims is over...feels like a huge load off my shoulder right now...but it's also a wake up call tt i really betta start getting serious abt my revision soon!! oh drats...anyway, sth to look forward to...tmr's e last day of sch!! hooray to tt!!
it's not easy to be at peace with myself...i'm not 1 of those who'll go out and appreciate e flora and fauna, singing along with e birds' chirping outside or appreciating the beautiful colours of e rainbow in e garden around me. but i do try to be less demanding now. it's not a resignation to fate, but rather, acceptin it. it's a lesson of life to learn to let go, and i'm still tryin to make tt grade. of cos there're still a few things remaining tt i hanker after, physical and spiritual, it's not easy to reverse sth so deeply driven inside me since young. i'm throwing out a lot of 'wants' i used to have in e past, but i can't seem to find a replacement for them. what is it, deep down tt i truly want? am i capable of choosing personal satisfaction over a fat-salary job? it's prob some internal struggle i'm going thru now...
the slack one went to rest at 8:04 AM
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