guess its been a real long time since i've entered an entry, heh, juz got too caught up with other things going on ard me to find anytime to blog i guess.

anyway, i can finally take a break from all the interviews...it's really nerve-wrecking to sit in front of those ppl, and though they can be seated juz next to you and appear v nice, they will start firing you questions which you've nv come across or thot abt ur entire life. and suddenly, you get thrown into a spot, and you juz keep getting pushed into the corner by them. well, at least they're over now, and i can finally take a break and recharge myself. so sick of attending interviews alr, and it's pointless to ponder over them since i have no control over the outcome. so if anything gd comes out, then it's a bonus; otherwise, i'm fine with it too. come to think of it, it's nice to have someone sponsor my education, but i dread being bonded to the same company for a number of yrs. imagine if i dun like the working env or sth, i'd feel caged up. haha, guess it's gd to have some freedom to choose my career, heh.

that aside, work's getting, umm, monotonous now. got a handful of calls the previous day, all asking almost the same questions. oh man, i'm not a very patient person you might have realised. it was torturous! and each call lasted abt 15 mins or MORE!! worse, i had to keep repeating myself sometimes!! i really had this urge to tell the callers :" why don't you go read up more on how to invest on unit trusts first b4 investing?" maybe i shud write a dummy's guidebk for them to refer. but well, the company'll be transferring the calls to malaysia's call centre in mid may, so hopefully aft tt, i can juz act as back up for them in sg!! haha, i'm so looking forward to that!! get paid to wait for customers to walk in!! lol...tt's life!!

oh ya, had another round of smu interview tdy, from 2-8!! so draining!! by the end of the day, i was totally zonked out. but still, i don't regret going, cos i had quite a bit of fun. met lots of new ppl, came up with a silly play...haha...but i think i'm getting more intuitive!! haha...we were playing a game similar to murderer, and i just had this inkling that the facilitator would choose me as the murderer....guess wad? he really did!! haha...aft tt, during debrief, i had this feeling tt he'd ask for my opinion, and he really did!! lol...maybe i can read his mind man!! lol...but he's really quite a gd speaker, can carry himself quite well....i wish i had his height, and his lean features!! lol...and his appetite too!! he was practically eating non-stop!!

ok, really dozing off alr...update soon, promise!!

bored, tired, sick of my work. i know i haven't stopped complaining since day 1 about my job. initially, i thot the pay would make up for it. turns out i was wrong. money is hardly a motivation at times. everything's juz getting repetitive and dreary. at least there were new topics to learn in sch everyday. refreshing in an ironic way.

i'm only lugging my feet to work everyday out of sympathy for my colleague, esp when that slacker pons, i feel esp guilty if i abandon her too. and she's the sole reason i'm coming to work everyday. haiz...there are a lot of perks in this job, but i still prefer to be, well, free. thinking if i shud leave early tdy, but dun think i shud cos i alr ponned yst. gosh...can i pon everyday?!

anyway, i suddenly realised, or has it always been the case, that my cheeks are actually quite chubby. hmm...tt's terrible, only serves to make my face fatter and rounder.

i feel myself aging with each passin minute. so old and haggard, and my eyebags have grown to an enormous depth! i've got double eyelids at the bottom of my eyes! i'm seriously in need of help!

another day has come to pass...din go to work tdy...went for interview, then went home and slacked the entire day. apparently i've got a hereditary sickness? tt's a bit too exaggerated, it's a hereditary condition. apparently its harder to cure than rashes. oh my.

so anyway, i'm feeling quite energized now. had my first afternoon nap in ages, or rather, evening nap. the stormy cool weather juz made it harder to stay awake. heard from my sis that the entire cohort did v badly for the common tests this yr. haha, wad's new i wonder? they always kill off the students' grades during the 1st CT and totally crush their morale. i'm so glad i've gone thru it all alr. haha, now it's my turn to snicker at them! lol...

gng crazy these days...esp at nightz...darkness is depressing

yst was april fool's day. but no sch-no celebration. it used to be one of the few days where i'd look forward to sch, eager to see what tricks my friends would come up with. but sadly, yst was a saturday and sch has ended many months ago. it would feel really pathetic if i were to celebrate it with my sis, we'll juz end up trying to trick each other. haha...so ya, it was the quietest and dullest april fool's thus far.

but something gd came out of yst as well i guess, hee. got a belated b-day celebration. oh man, i'm going to grow fat from all the cakes. when the guy brought the tray of cakes with candles over, my 1st thot was: hey sir, i think you got the wrong table. luckily i kept silent, otherwise i'd haf embarrassed myself! at least the wind left one candle behind for me to blow.

haven't done much at all today, jus got back from the weekly supermarket visit. gotta work again tmr, sigh. it's really boring at work. i NEED NEED NEED a change of job scope, though i've got little to complain abt the working env, except for one little glitch: 3rd sister.

got an urge to get a car for myself these days. it'll be so fun and my mum won't have to keep worrying about her transportation lest i crash the car. but nah, it's impossible. think she'd rather spend the money on me n my sis's education. so ya, juz gotta be more more more more more more patient and wait wait wait wait wait, till when?