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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

met up with serene, zy n ed yst...ed was late as usual; she arrived at 2 when the meeting time was at 12. zy was late too, so i decided to go for lunch with my mum first b4 meeting them...haha...in the end, zy was the 1st to arrive, i came next, followed by serene...

we, or rather they were having their lunch at cafe cartel when ed arrived...haha...it was real fun to meet up with them again...zy n ed nv change...the infamous dumb n dumberer...serene seems to haf lost some weight though...haha...bumped into a lot of ppl in town yst, tgth with their yet-not yet-steads...haha...

haiz, i've suddenly lost the inspiration to write...

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Monday, November 28, 2005

din haf any plans on today, but turned out to be v busy in the end..haha...watched my first movie tdy in many yrs...can't evn rmb when was the last time i went to the movies alr...haha...watched 'prime' with grace...the story's roughly abt this 37 yr old woman falling for this 23 yr old guy, but by a twist of fate, their relationship gets intertwined with his opposing mother...it's really funny to see his mother getting hysterical abt all the stuff she learns abt her son...haha...but sadly, it ended abruptly without a gd ending...sigh...

made grace wait for me for a v long time tdy...sorry sorry sorry grace!! haha...we were supposed to meet at 1, which was pushed to 2....aft tt, i pushed it all the way back till 3!! haha...it's getting v hard for me to be punctual these days..haha, i dunno why...never had such a prob in the past...

there's a class outing tmr at east coast...it's the 1st we've ever had since i came to nj...i'm sure it's gng to be super fun, cos i haven't cycled in a super ultra long time!! i thk the bicycle shop uncle misses me loads...lol...till then~

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Friday, November 25, 2005

whew...finally haf some time to sit back n relax ever since the end of the As...for the past 2 yrs, the whole world seemed to revolve ard this word. and now tt it's finally come to an end, everything feels so surreal. it juz hasn't settled in me tt the battle's over now. no real sense of loss yet, maybe cos i've been too busy running ard doing all sorts of rubbish tt my mind's too preoccupied to feel bored.

i have a feeling this is gng to be a pretty long entry, cos right now, i'm in the mood to write loads of stuff:)

yst was the first day of freedom...my initial intention of celebration was to slp in bed till i can't close my eyes anymore!! but i had to wake up early. gotta report for some stuff...so there goes the slpin-in schedule:) i guess some things are juz not meant to be. my spirit is willing, but i'm physically limited:) really wish i was a guy instead, or maybe a taller, more muscular gal...i felt so restricted by my height n physique yst. doubt i'll be gng back again...

brought my mum to town aft tt. she wanted to collect her hp from wheelock, and we both wanted to go...bra shopping!! haha...so we headed for og warehouse sale, near to heeren's, in search for our inner beauty...and true enuf, there were a lot of bras on sale...quite a lot of designs to choose from too!! haha...we shopped and shopped till the parking coupon expired by more than half an hr. luckily, the traffic police were slacking somewhere else!! haha...wad luck:) then, my mum rushed off for a viewing appt while i went to collect her hp on her behalf. the nokia stuff told me it was beyond repair and returned me the phone...but when i inserted my own sim card, the phone functioned as per norm...hmm...it wasn't till i got home tt i realised their 'beyond repair' meant inability to recharge. aiya, small prob i think, shud be able to buy some batt charger or maybe a new phone with a sim batt to solve the prob.

trotted down to heeren's again aft collecting the hp...i was super early, so i thot might as well juz hang ard or sth...on my way to the toilet, i bumped into pear!! haha...pear was early too!! such a surprise, cos she's always the last to arrive...so we juz strolled ard aimlessly...it was almost our meeting time when grace called to say she juz boarded the bus...dunno how much longer she's gng to take. but pear told me not to tell her tt we were tgth, haha...so i did. then i made grace call pear while i, alicia. when pear's phone started ringing, she din dare pick it up, cos she's afraid she'll burst out laughing n let the cat outta the bag!! lol...lousy actress...grace was the last to arrive...as punishment, she had to pay for alicia n my drink...haha...pear din wan...or was it cos i was supposed to share mine with her??!!

aft we parted, my dad was supposed to pick me up, but he kept changing venue. worst, he made me wait till 11.20 b4 picking me up!! wdh!! he shud haf told me earlier if the timing doesn't match, i'd haf gone home myself. anyways, by the time i washed up n went to bed, it was nearly 1am alr!! worst still, i couldn't get to slp again! kept waking up, tossing n turning in bed...

this morn, had to wake up at 7 to meet at bugis...ended up by myself in the end. haiz, kenna fly airplane...felt so cheated, cos i desperately wanted to slp longer, but i had to keep to the arranged time...yet when i rushed down, she said she couldn't make it!! guess i've grown used to it alr...but now, i dun care anymore. v much less than i used to. if it was half a yr ago, i'd prob haf over-reacted n mull over it the whole day...but now, i can't be bothered. it's not my loss...i dunno how convincing this sounds, but i'm really indifferent now. from the 'can't-let-go, cannot-take-it-easy' attitude to the heck-care manner now. guess i've gotten over it alr...evn if not completely, it's at least 90 % now...heh:)

so here i am, back from bugis now...relaxing at home with the laptop in front of me and the tv showing in the background...heh...no more appts for the rest of the day...whew...maybe i'll run out to buy some vcd to keep me company...think my mum would fetch me down to visit my grandpa later...he hasn't been in the pink of health since the prelims...thk i'll stop now, otherwise i'll start complaining...haha...like a naggy old grandmother, lol:)

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Thursday, November 24, 2005

i'm back!! haha...

where did i leave off? hmm...oh ya...my hair!! haha...it's all nice n red now...but a tad too dark for my liking...i'll prob juz leave the dye on for a longer period of time the next round when i do touch up or sth...haha...and to add on to my hair probs, i thk i'm balding!! argh....my hair's no longer as thick as it used to be!! i hope stress is the reason for it's deficiency...and it'll go away soon since exams are finally over!! haha

the As haf finally ended...and i dunno if i shud rejoice over it...i'm really afraid tt i won't do well...it's pointless harping over the inevitable now...but knowin me, i shud get over it real soon and start enjoying this real break!! haha...

i'm running out of stuff to write alr...hopefully i'll get a peaceful sleep tonight...dun wan to haf so many endless dreams, like some form of short stories collection haunting me everynight...

till i haf some inspiration, ta

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

hahahahahahahahahaha.......it's MY turn to enjoy now!!!

yayz...the As are finally over!! and it ended on a real 'high'!! bio mcq, was damn tough!! even though it's supposed to be much simpler with the ans right in front of ur eyes...it's not an easy feat to differentiate the correct ans from the rest!! argh...i'm screwed...juz hopin for the best now...

juz finished colouring my hair...dunno how it's gng to turn out..haha...guess the ans shud be out soon...gng out soon...update later

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Monday, November 14, 2005

life is a monotony now....eat, sleep, study...and the cycle repeats...but soon, i'll be liberated from it all!! haha...can literally feel my head growin bigger...prob cos i'm over-using it...balding, white hair, and a growin spare tyre round my waist are juz some of the side-effects...haha...there's so many things to be done once next thurs arrives!!

first thing i'd like to do is take a lighter and set my notes ablaze...but tragically, i can't. gotta save them for my little sis next yr...gotta gear up for prom...dye hair, cut hair....my hair is a mess now...no style, no standing power...it's in a desperate need of a haircut!! haha...then, i'll prob haf to park myself at e gym to lose all the weight gained over the past few months!!

aft prom, i'll prob haf to shop for winter stuff...wonder how cold it'll be in korea...by the time i get back from korea, it's almost x'mas...guess i'll only jump into the real stuff when 2006 starts...new yr...new beginning...sign myself up for course aft course...haha...wonder if my atm at home has sufficient resources to finance me!! betta start a money-saving scheme for them now!!

haha...betta not think so far ahead yet...

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

1st wk of As over...2 more wks to go...time to take a short break now...hee hee:)

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Thursday, November 03, 2005

it's countdown to the start of the As now...hardly anyone's online now, including me. and it's not hard to see why.

diff ppl cope with the exam stress differently. the greater exam stress, e more i eat. almost to the extent of bingeing alr. my 1 meal now is almost equivalent to 2 meals in the past. ppl who belong to the opp end of the curve and don't eat under stress are juz there to make ppl like me feel totally helpless abt my current situation. haha...i can hardly tell when i'm really full or hungry...i'm juz letting my instincts lead me now...and it's getting worse everyday...haha...my meal times have shortened from 6 to 5 to 2-3 hrs meal interval these days...

feeling a bit sick these days, and i dunno why or how i got e virus. my nose is a hopeless waterfall, i bet tmr i'll prob be able to add 'Rudolph' to my middle name alr...haha...there're so many things i want to do aft e exams!! if only tdy was the 24th...i'd dive nose in to those activities straight away!! not evn a running nose can stop me from going out!!

i haven't gotten used to waitin. it's in the human nature to do sth to others but not expect the same in return, esp if it's a negative habit. i dunno why, but i juz hope it's not a repeat of history once more:)

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