Friday, November 25, 2005
whew...finally haf some time to sit back n relax ever since the end of the As...for the past 2 yrs, the whole world seemed to revolve ard this word. and now tt it's finally come to an end, everything feels so surreal. it juz hasn't settled in me tt the battle's over now. no real sense of loss yet, maybe cos i've been too busy running ard doing all sorts of rubbish tt my mind's too preoccupied to feel bored.
i have a feeling this is gng to be a pretty long entry, cos right now, i'm in the mood to write loads of stuff:)
yst was the first day of freedom...my initial intention of celebration was to slp in bed till i can't close my eyes anymore!! but i had to wake up early. gotta report for some stuff...so there goes the slpin-in schedule:) i guess some things are juz not meant to be. my spirit is willing, but i'm physically limited:) really wish i was a guy instead, or maybe a taller, more muscular gal...i felt so restricted by my height n physique yst. doubt i'll be gng back again...
brought my mum to town aft tt. she wanted to collect her hp from wheelock, and we both wanted to go...bra shopping!! haha...so we headed for og warehouse sale, near to heeren's, in search for our inner beauty...and true enuf, there were a lot of bras on sale...quite a lot of designs to choose from too!! haha...we shopped and shopped till the parking coupon expired by more than half an hr. luckily, the traffic police were slacking somewhere else!! haha...wad luck:) then, my mum rushed off for a viewing appt while i went to collect her hp on her behalf. the nokia stuff told me it was beyond repair and returned me the phone...but when i inserted my own sim card, the phone functioned as per norm...hmm...it wasn't till i got home tt i realised their 'beyond repair' meant inability to recharge. aiya, small prob i think, shud be able to buy some batt charger or maybe a new phone with a sim batt to solve the prob.
trotted down to heeren's again aft collecting the hp...i was super early, so i thot might as well juz hang ard or sth...on my way to the toilet, i bumped into pear!! haha...pear was early too!! such a surprise, cos she's always the last to arrive...so we juz strolled ard aimlessly...it was almost our meeting time when grace called to say she juz boarded the bus...dunno how much longer she's gng to take. but pear told me not to tell her tt we were tgth, haha...so i did. then i made grace call pear while i, alicia. when pear's phone started ringing, she din dare pick it up, cos she's afraid she'll burst out laughing n let the cat outta the bag!! lol...lousy actress...grace was the last to arrive...as punishment, she had to pay for alicia n my drink...haha...pear din wan...or was it cos i was supposed to share mine with her??!!
aft we parted, my dad was supposed to pick me up, but he kept changing venue. worst, he made me wait till 11.20 b4 picking me up!! wdh!! he shud haf told me earlier if the timing doesn't match, i'd haf gone home myself. anyways, by the time i washed up n went to bed, it was nearly 1am alr!! worst still, i couldn't get to slp again! kept waking up, tossing n turning in bed...
this morn, had to wake up at 7 to meet at bugis...ended up by myself in the end. haiz, kenna fly airplane...felt so cheated, cos i desperately wanted to slp longer, but i had to keep to the arranged time...yet when i rushed down, she said she couldn't make it!! guess i've grown used to it alr...but now, i dun care anymore. v much less than i used to. if it was half a yr ago, i'd prob haf over-reacted n mull over it the whole day...but now, i can't be bothered. it's not my loss...i dunno how convincing this sounds, but i'm really indifferent now. from the 'can't-let-go, cannot-take-it-easy' attitude to the heck-care manner now. guess i've gotten over it alr...evn if not completely, it's at least 90 % now...heh:)
so here i am, back from bugis now...relaxing at home with the laptop in front of me and the tv showing in the background...heh...no more appts for the rest of the day...whew...maybe i'll run out to buy some vcd to keep me company...think my mum would fetch me down to visit my grandpa later...he hasn't been in the pink of health since the prelims...thk i'll stop now, otherwise i'll start complaining...haha...like a naggy old grandmother, lol:)
the slack one went to rest at 8:19 PM
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