it's less than 2 wks to the common tests...n i'm hardly prepared...haven't studied a single bit today...it's juz so diff to sit myself down n read thru my notes...argh...dun wanna end up failing chem like promos last yr...plus it'll be worse than promos, cos it's almost all on organic chem!! n i can't rem all the rxns n conditions for nuts!! how how how...

anyway...the wkend juz came n passed...went to cut hair on fri cos i was in a horrible mood...haha, lucky my hairdresser din do a bad job...now got a new distraction: my hair!! haha, i'm getting so vain now!! then on sat, went to tung lok to eat, cos my mum got vouchers...but a supposed gd dinner turned out to be really sucky, cos their service was really really poor, made us wait for 2.5 hrs for 4 dishes, n e desserts haven't even been served...so in the end, we juz walked out b4 the deserts arrived...never going back there again, no matter how wonderful the food may be...

4got to bring all my lect notes tdy, packed my bag for the wrong day...ponned bio lect, cos din see any pt in staying since i had no notes...went to oasis to nap...rested a little...wanted to push maths tutorial 4ward initially...but chem prac ended later than usual....so hp pushed the lesson back, n she din consult e class abt it...we were at most, 10 mins late...so y couldn't we push it 4ward n end sch earlier?? everyone wanted e maths lesson 2 b pushed 4ward, some of us even had plans aft tt!! tink hp was hungry, so she told teo to push the lesson back, so we could haf lunch first...but pls, everyone din mind skipping lunch...only her la, maybe...

went home 2 slp aft bio S today...slept for an hr till abt 8.30pm...got woken up by a phone call...haha:) din expect to receive tt call...

anw, contemplating whether to drop bio S...it's really demanding...n i can see tt, even if i hang onto it, e best result i can expect is a merit. but wad if it comes back ungraded?? it is betta if i dun take it at all, so tt there'd be no ungraded mark there...or is it wiser to take it n get ungraded, cos at least it shows tt i had the chance to do it while others didn't...it's not worth sacrificing so much time n effort over bio S if it can't get me anywhere...but i really dunno...

luckily there's no tt tmr...can't stand training!! argh...so glad for the break tmr...

today ducro decided to stand at the back again...2nd time in 2 wks...luckily i came early today...n i mean early...mr tong was later than me! haha...there's always a first time for everything...

ponned GP today...and suai suai, met ms champagne at e grandstand today while going back...argh, tried to avoid her...guilty conscience wad...think she saw me, but was too far away to say anything...heng ah...

went to orchard during the free period with ck...wanted to watch movie...but in the end, ended up shopping for ear studs instead, cos all the movie titles were all unheard of...n no suitable timings...in the end, had to rush back to sch for bio...$$$

slept for abt an hour plus aft reaching home...no one was at home surprisingly...felt so bored aft i woke up....so lonely...so went to BTP to cut hair...aft tt went to coffee bean...sat there till almost 11...

wonder wad i shud do tmr....

another day flew by juz like that...sigh, din do any work except look thru bio notes for e mcq test tmr...

ducro stood in front today...came to sch on time n went for assembly tdy...cos scared tt he'll find trouble with us like yest...luckily, he din...everyday is like playing hide n seek with him la, or cat n mouse...can't wait to get out of NJ!!

had phy prac tdy, n we were late for it, cos we were playing cards...so decided to take the lift to class...haha, so exciting!! cos we were so afraid tt the lift door would open and a teacher would be standing there to welcome us...could feel the adrenalin flowing...haven't felt like tt in ages...such a cheap thrill...n silly ck, wanted to use the tennis to cover his face...haha...

sch ended early tdy...finished at 1.20pm...went home to change at ard 3pm, den went to KAP to meet fel...went back to sch for training aft tt..really dread training now....argh! really feel like quiting...but can i?? came back all drenched in sweat...the gym was super hot n humid...dunno y the fans weren't on!! how long will this go on for?? argh...can't wait for nationals to be over!!

best thing tt happened today, was tt i could wake up at 9.30pm!! never done so during a sch term b4, absolute shiokness!! but den, the rest of the day juz sucked. first, got a wake up call from genna, wanting to borrow a red tie at 6.15!! argh...3 hrs b4 my waking up time n she had to disturb me!! anyway, told her i'll try my best to find it for her...den, came an sms, followed by another call, this time by weiting, saying tt ducro noticed tt e 4 of us were missing today, cos he suddenly felt like standing at the back for once...

so in my half awaken half asleep mode, i cooked up a story for her, saying tt we were late, tt's y we were not at the assembly area...lucky, ducro looked for ck aft tt, left me alone...so he told him tt we had zhenghua exco meeting tt's y we were late...so yup, he had to buy it...

worse thing was, i got chosen for the stupid nj com service day...gotta plan the guests route during NDP celebration!! so unlucky!! n next wed, i gotta go down to URA for cultural mapping, cos den n fel both haf cca!! how suai la!! can't believe my luck today....

but my luck in bridge was much betta...had a lot of rounds with a substantial no of pic cards...although u need a gd partner to complement a gd hand...oh ya, which reminds me of something lisa told me b4: " bridge is like sex...u either need a gd hand, or a gd partner" haha, how true...

yup, stayed back for zhenghua exco meeting...lasted till abt 4 plus...den went to the canteen to get a drink, b4 i went home...haven't gone home so early in years!! had time to do so much other stuff, but sleep!! argh...i miss my bed...my mother wanted me home, cos today was the 15th day of CNY...so yup, went back for dinner, give her some face los, since she say so...

nothing else relatively interesting happened today...din do any hw at all...hopefully, tmr'll be more fun...although the pt early in the morn will ruin things a little...

oh great!! i just finished typing 1 entry, n the stupid com had to fail me...muz retype everything now!! argh!!!

din do much today...left sch early to go for dental...told me to go at 1.50, ended up seeing the doc at only 2.20!! waste my time...thot could go home n sleep...so tired nowadays...aft dental, went home to change b4 meeting den, al n fel, n fel's bf at coro for lunch...din eat anything at all...too painful to eat...haha, waited with al for 20 mins for his bus, b4 returning to sch with den. so embarassing to walk ard sch in my home clothes la...told e security guard tt i was coming back for cca, so he would let me in. waited for her sapphire talk to end...ended up charging my microzen in class for half the time, n slept for abt 5 mins at the oasis during the other half. finally got home at abt 7.30...haha, but went out shortly aft tt...went to holland v for dinner with bekky...ate only haagen daaz ice-cream, no appetite for anything else...

juz a summary of wad i wrote juz now...argh, no time to rewrite everything out in detail again!! maybe tmr i'll write something longer:)