Sunday, May 01, 2005
i guess long wkends always haf this same dramatic effect on e mind. it causes e mind to drift, n loses its focus from sch. instead, our attention is focused on other matters, stuff that we aren't reminded of when we're in sch, things tt sch haf helped us forget is replaying in our minds once more. time plays tricks on my thoughts...
reading wad u said, i finally understand something...when it doesn't go ur way, u juz diss me off;when something delightful happens, u can joke ard w me. oh man, i'm juz so sick n tired of tt. while i try to keep it going, u're trying to end it; when u try to put in some effort, it's always too late, n i'll juz put a full stop to it. e timing is nv right.
i really admire those who haf accomplished wad i've been trying so hard to, but not once haf i been successful. it's no easy feat. i thot i've alr stepped out of tt trap, but all i did was walk round in circles, only to find myself back at e starting pt again. the further i imagine tt i've gone, e nearer i act am. wad i thot of myself, is purely a dream, a disillusionment.
i juz wanna tell u, do u know how tough it is for me to keep going? you juz make me realise tt i'm weaker than i really am. this'll be e last time. once it's over, it'll end, completely...
reading wad u said, i finally understand something...when it doesn't go ur way, u juz diss me off;when something delightful happens, u can joke ard w me. oh man, i'm juz so sick n tired of tt. while i try to keep it going, u're trying to end it; when u try to put in some effort, it's always too late, n i'll juz put a full stop to it. e timing is nv right.
i really admire those who haf accomplished wad i've been trying so hard to, but not once haf i been successful. it's no easy feat. i thot i've alr stepped out of tt trap, but all i did was walk round in circles, only to find myself back at e starting pt again. the further i imagine tt i've gone, e nearer i act am. wad i thot of myself, is purely a dream, a disillusionment.
i juz wanna tell u, do u know how tough it is for me to keep going? you juz make me realise tt i'm weaker than i really am. this'll be e last time. once it's over, it'll end, completely...
the slack one went to rest at 8:45 AM
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