Sunday, June 19, 2005
finally chem tuition has ended. whew, sigh of relieve. in a way, i'm thankful for it, cos it helped kickstart my revision for chem, otherwise, i'd haf nv begun. anyway, my dad's back from malaysia...din get to see him until late at night when i came back from coffee bean. yup, went to coffee bean aft dinner...but not to do any work...brought along my trusty laptop with me instead of my notes...needed some time away from everyone else...somewhere to juz chill out n watch e world go by...so i bought myself a cup of tea n sat myself down for a few hrs, playing games on my laptop, hearts predominantly, occasionally glancing at e passerbys who would stare back at me. something totally embarassing happened while i was there...juz came out from e girls toilet when this middle-aged lady was walking towards me. as you see, 6th ave arranges their toilets such that e guys n girls toilets are situated at e 2 ends of the lift lobby. so she started staring at me. "isn't the ladies here?" she casually remarked, not expecting any re. ok, i got her pt, she mistook me for a guy, tt's y she was confused n wondered if she made a mistake. out of courtesy, i replied her, "yes, this is e ladies." then she realised her mistake n started apologising...this is e 1st time i've ever been mistaken so openly for someone of e opp sex in a very long while. came as a surprise to me...but with this experience, maybe i'll play along e next time it happens, if it ever does happen again in e future...i shud juz stare back at e person, n in my lowest possible voice reply, "no, this is e gents"...haha...tt's pretty mean...
i've juz been shed light on some things. my perception of e ppl involved have changed. i've been feeling my way ard in a dark tunnel all this while, n tdy's e 1st time i'm actually seeing light at e end of the tunnel. my new found knowledge makes e old me feel like a fool. how could i haf been so blind to it all? even my sis agrees with my being angry abt it. ur actions dun justify ur words. i was promised a comedy, but i end up in the wrong theatre and is made to watch a tear-jerker instead. it's a real disappointment. the signs were obvious, but i chose to ignore it. now i see e whole pic n realise how silly i've been all these while. really, i feel like asking you, why? if it was this way, why did you act tt way? i can't read ur minds, n i shud stop these fruitless attempts to do so anymore.
the slack one went to rest at 8:43 AM
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