after so many days of mugging, the CTs are finally over!! i'm so relieved!! but my mood hasn't lightened up yet!! still very bothered my e maths paper...can't believe i left so many marks blank...ouch, still very painful!! been mournin over it since e paper ended...argh!! but i guess like den said, the more u expect of something, e greater e disappointment. hopefully i'll get over it by tmr...at least it's juz e common tests, n not e As, right?!

the past few days have juz been crazy...aft e tests, rush home, bathe, eat, then study...can feel myself on e brink of collapse alr...insufficient sleep, stress, cannot-sleep-cannot-wake-up syndrome...luckily it only lasted for 3 days, otherwise, sure taboleh tahan. soon, there'll be this feelin of loss...like there's no more motivation in life, no goals, no more studyin, no need to do anything anymore...juz while e days away...

den, fel n ck brought me to kap aft e tests to cheer me up, cos they could see tt i was pretty upset...haha, thanks guys!! even though everyone was pretty worn out by e CTs...played a few rounds of bridge b4 fel's dad came to pick her up...so ended up playing taidee...haha, ck, betta go n brush up ur skills!! came back aft tt...saw nana lying on e sofa, still v sick...heard she got food poisoning, 2 days mc...muz be pretty bad...fell asleep on mummy's bed while watchin tv...haha, so piggy...

got a 5 day break, can fully recharge myself, do things i din get to do during e march hols, catch up w all my movies, pack my room maybe...hee...aft e CTs, my room's in an even worse state than b4...looks like it's been hit by typhoon!! haha:)

sometimes, i also dunno why i'm hangin in there...

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